a bit more about me

I have a fucked up view of love and I feel like a typical dramatic teen saying it. Don’t really know where it came from, I have an amazing now life but just like everyone else I’ve been through stuff. I would only say my life kind of got fucked up the summer I turned 13. I went over the edge when I started High School before that I was home schooled up until grade 8. It was horrible. I started in a hard course and I was horrible at french and stressed out of my mind worrying about my two best friends ( who were brother and sister, me and the sister were closer in age and closer ) who were depressed. When I say best friends I don’t mean “bff<3” and then two years later they don’t know each other, I mean I could read her mind close because we’ve known each other for 4-5 years now and been together everyday since then. I later on switched out of the hard course and into an easier one where I was in a class with a girl I had met (through my other bestfriend) so it was a lot easier, she helped me with so much and introduced me to everone. That year my parents would fight with my sister til 12 p.m. about everything. I can’t open up easily and I can’t explain everything too well so this for now is all I’m going to write about the “big” thing that happened in my life:$ I dont really know what else to call it:P

***I know what most of you would probably think, ” Aren’t home schooled people, like stupid? ” no actually when my other friend first started she got honor role every term:)

I cant remember everything in detail because I was really stressed and I don’t know if there’s such a thing as stress induced memory lost but it feels like that. Its not like I cant remember EVERYTHING I just can’t remember things too well before that and during. I don’t want to type my story on here because I don’t want people I know to find out about this.

In the winter of grade 8 I kind of fell for the most amazing guy in the world I am definitely not gonna write the whole story because it’s too confusing and long, but in short I fucked it up. Big Time. I might get around to writing it someday;P

I’m a fourteen year old, vegetarian girl. I decided to become vegetarian when I was 11 because I hated they way they treated animals in the factory farms.

I write in confusing ways and I’m not always organized.

Almost a year later

Grade 9.

After an amazing summer of our stupid (yet incredibly fun) adventures, our heartbreaks, our family troubles, and Canoeing and Kayaking regattas, we’re all back at school.

Roof tops, Summer
monster energy drinks, pictures, Music, Late night talks, pictures, memories, Sneaking out in the summer, the night sky, drawing, sports, colorful hair dye, my amazingly bestfriends and muddfoot sister, and crazy people c:

Ohhhh, important I Canoe and Kayak Competitively all year round ( We run, lift weights, do workout circuits ad different sports in the winter ) and yes, canoeing and kayaking is a sport look it up:P A regatta is like a canoeing and kayaking competition against other canoe and kayak clubs like a Swimmeet.

I also like and can kind of play volley ball, basket ball, and not really but kind of soccer I’m better at basket ball though.

I like running alott:D

Pictures and shit I like:

I want to get a tattoo of a heart right theree,

fuckyeahtattoos:

Mine and my husbands newest tattoos about an hour after getting them. Lyrics from Marry Song written in each others handwriting. This song brought us very close and means so much to both of us.

I Love This.